Lil chubby is OK. OK?

Crap.I have been here for only 3 weeks and I had gained about..hmm.. 4.9kg?? Gosh! I need to do something. If not I will be end up leaving this place as a fat pig. T.T

My sister asked me to put this piggy in my car. Cute kan??.Hope so this time this piggy didn't been thrown away like what happened to its cuzzy.hahahaha..

But...

I just started to love being lil chubby. In fact, my boobs get bigger along with my weight gain.How I wish the fatty will give me another 3-4 inches to my height.hahaha.. A few friend of mine also do noticed the changes.Ehem..ya, the boobs.Not the lil fatty on my tummy!!..hahaha.. I only realized it when I feel uncomfortable with my bras today. Ah. I just bought it a few weeks ago. Takan mau beli baru lagi. All this time I've been dying to have a bigger boobs.*devil laugh*. Now I am thinking twice to lose my weight since I am started to feel comfortably with my boobs now.hahahahahha..

Oh.Crap. Now I am talking bout the boobs instead of my weight gain. T.T

I realize that I had a high appetite since I stayed here. Some said maybe I am happy living here.

 



 

 

Even I'm happy with the boobs, the tummy do frustrated me. Rasa senak bila duduk. However,I don't have to wear a belt when I wear my pants cuz its fit well...hahahaha..

 Oya..Feel free to follow my instagram for more free food picture.hahahaha...

 

 

 

 

I have a dream.

Me : I wish in 5 years from now I already have my degree. 

Colleague : I wish in 5 years from now I already become a zone manager.

Me : I wish in within 10 years from now or before I am 40, I already become a professional engineer. 

Colleague : Bagus lagi ko wish ko kawin sebelum umur ko 40.

Me :. Sittttt

hahahaha..Sampai ati ko bos. Mentang-mentang la saya kini menyandang title foreveralone..sob sob sob..Ya. I know.My love life was suck. I've spent more than 4 years for nothing. But ya..theres no one to blame. Things happen for a reason. Maybe we just not meant for each other.

I started to like my life now and started to laugh  more. Being single is not that bad actually. Malah membuatkan saya fikir, banyak benda lagi yang saya boleh buat sebenarnya. I started to realize so many thing. Things that I never tot I could do. Ok ok.Enough with the mellow story. Move on ja la. Orang lain pun move on juga. So tidak payah la saya ulas di sini pasal move on.heee..

I am very thankful to be here. Its like a fresh start for me. I started to pick back all the plan that thrown away before and re-plan it back and this time will be different. I realize that all this time I've been too attached to him and depending too much on him until at one point I barely can't make any decision about my own selves. But that was then. It will be different now. My plan will be a plan which I want it for myself and not because of someone else.

You May Say I Am A Dreamer, But I Am Not The Only One - John Lennon

Beaufort.. Here I Come

Finally, I am here. Arrived safely after drive alone for almost 3hours. 3hours yang sangat menabahkan hati. Yela. Mau 2jam eskot lori dari belakang. Memang sangat menensenkan. Ok. I am supposed to post those ayat a week ago. But I am too busy 'adapting' myself to this new place. I've been here for a week now and  am very much alive. yeah!! I tot I will end up mati-kebosanan here since I never been to this place . A lot of thing worried me such as hows the broadband coverage here cuz I am definitely cant live without internet. It's the only thing can define me as a human (sebenarnya saya suka menyendiri dan berkurung dalam bilik) and stay connected with the outside (I was imagining I will be living in the jungle.heee.sori). But hey..Beaufort wasn't that bad. Even Beaufort is a small town with no shopping malls, no Watson or Guardian store, no McD, no Times bookstore but I like it since the very first time I put my steps here. No jammed. No crowded places. No parking fees.

Eh.Ok.Maybe some of you wondering why and what bring me here. Hmm..It's not a hobbies even it might look like it; Saya tukar kerja lagi but this time for good. I hope so.

I haven't yet explore this place due to the weather condition. It's been rainy since the first day am here. I already planned to go to few places here and nearby. Hope so can visit Brunei and go to Pulau Tiga. :)