Blogging Habit

Realised that I had this habit where I only blogging MOSTLY at every first week of every month. After I made a payment for my blog hosting to be more specific.. HaHaHa.. At that time, the passion for blogging punya la membara. Yela.. dah la blog ni bayar monthly. If I didn't blog anything then I pay for nothing. But,for sure I didn't blog for money.

To be honest, I haven't look at my blog for almost 2 weeks now. Why?? Ya. I'm in super duper lazy. Countless yawning while writing this post. Yes.I'm super duper sleepy right now. This will happen every time I decided to write randomly but had to think so hard on what I'm going to write. Thinking hard makes me sleepy. I'm going to have my naps after I finished this anyway.

While I'm writing this, I'm listening to Leessang number, The Girl Who Can't Breakup, The Boy Who Can't Leave repeatedly. Sikit hari lagi saya boleh hafal dia punya lirik sudah. I'm usually put an earphones on my ears and listens to music while doing my works. Its make me more focus on what I'm doing that time. Also, avoiding myself from noisy peoples who talks craps. -_-'.

I wrote in rojak languages. I'm not good in either English or Bahasa. I had option to write fully in Bahasa as I use it mostly in my daily. But, whenever I do it, later I find that my post sounded funny. I was thinking that its okay for me if peoples find my English is sucks rather than find my post too skema and .. too ber-sastera?!.. erk.. Or maybe I should keep do it as practice makes perfect.

A Blog Is A Merely A Tool That Lets You Do Anything From Change The World To Share Your Shopping List - Unknown

The KL Gangsters 2 And The PG13 Rate

I am not going to make a review about the movie. For me, the whole movie was okay.

I am only a bit disappointed after watched the KL Gangsters 2 movie. As what I mention before, the movie was okay. So, the disappointing are not because of the movie, but the peoples who come to watch it.

I booked two movie tickets for the KL Gangster 2 a day earlier via online because I afraid if I'm might not get a better seat based on my previous experience. Plus, the movie just released a few days before and I'm pretty sure panggung mesti penuh.

The PG13 rate given are obviously not suitable. Banyak dialog mencarut and inappropriate scenes to ages under 18. Eventho the movie been given PG13, still ada parents yang bawa budak umur bawah 12 tahun masuk panggung. Honestly, I'm in my late 20s pun still ada a few scenes yang saya tidak sanggup tengok.  I don't know what comes to these parent's mind. Lil kids normally learn from what they see. The 2 hour duration for movie tu dimainkan, tidak mustahil ada 1-2 scene yang lekat in their memory.

Last month, masa saya balik rumah parents saya, I'm a bit shocked tengok perangai anak buah saya yang dah macam katun. -_-' .

My dad says, "Sasha ni pagi petang siang malam tengok Oggy ja.".

See, my 3 years old niece sendiri sometimes act like her favorite cartoon, Oggy and the Cockroach because she learn it from what she saw. Oh ya, masa tengok movie tu juga ada parents yang sanggup bawa baby yang masih dikendong ke sana ke mari to watch this movie. Urg! I can't brain all this people. -_-

So, moral of the stories is, PLEASE control and involved in what your kids see, doing, watching and whatever until you 100% sure that they are big enough to differentiate between angels and insects.

p/s : stress giler tidak dapat tengok CSI sebab ada budak-budak duduk depan TV. deng!

OOTD

My outfits for today..

Nothing to expect from a person like me who love to minimize the minimal. This is how I looked everyday during working hour. Almost looked like a makcik makcik.. T.T.

I normally came to office with bare face. No make up. No lipstick. Not even a lip gloss. Serabai tak?? Sangattttt..

Okay. Telampau comfortable kali, I only wear slippers to office. Erkk.. My feet looked so ugly. T.T .

I wear cardigans almost everyday. Why? 1. Opis sia telampau sejuk bah. 2. Sia mau kasi tapuk lemak-lemak tepu. T.T

Maybe I should change the way I dressed up. To be more executive..pfttt.. and ya.Its surely the hardest thing to do for me who doesn't like formality.  It will take time. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe next month. Or next year. And for time being, I just want to enjoy my comfort zone till max. (or maybe till kena bagi warning letter. )

Employee And Employer Dance To Kanye West Gone

Currently listening to Gone by Kanye West. It's been two days now balik-balik repeat the same song.

I never know kewujudan this song until yesterday terbaca dan tertengok video yang sedang viral sekarang. Ni amik dari Says FB Pages.

Full story boleh lah klik di sini. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ew_tdY0V4Zo

A former employee who danced her way to fame in her resignation video. When saw this, I was like.. owh. beraninya dia and creativenya dia. Mestila creative. Dah orangnya kerja at animation company.  Siapa-siapa rasa fed up sudah dengan your bos, maybe boleh buat macam ni for resignation.

http://youtu.be/1ukGrwL4ky4

So the former employer saw the video. And ya, the employer hits back with doing the same thing, dance which I think was failed but ya.. still fun. Hmm.. Sporting juga bos dia ni walaupun menari agak kongkang. -_-

From what I've reads, the employee find that her job as journalist doesn't suit her and that what make her leave. So, the moral of the story is when you find something wrong with your job, or maybe you find that you hates you job more than you hate hateful morons or you just not happy with your job, sila angkat kaki and quit. Me? I love my job but I hate the environment. -_-

There you go. My ramblings for today. Happy October!

Wordless Wednesday

Habit of Super Happy People

Inspired by this article.











Happiness is a choice. Your circumstance can effect it but you're still the one who decides your happiness. Indeed!  So, do more of what makes you happy.

Well,  my definition of happiness is is being married to my bestfriend!!..Jyeahh!! eh.. soon... soooonnnnnnn... hehehe.. Ok. Sila menyampah..huewhewhew..

Different people had different definition of happiness. So what is your happiness definition? Sila la berkongsi dengan saya.. :)

The "Last Seen" and "Online".

I text my foxy around 9pm. Waiting for his reply. But none. Okay. Think positively. Maybe he already fall asleep. So early ah. So, I text him again saying goodnight before I go to bed. When I wake up the next morning, I send him a message wishing him a good morning. Its come to my surprise when saw his timestamps, his last seen was at 11.45pm. Owh. Okay. I text him back, asking whats he doing right now. I saw hes online and wait for his answer. None. Check his timestamp, was last seen just few minute ago. Ho?? You online and leave just like that without replying my message??!! HOW DARE YOU!!!

Okay. Maybe some of you been experiences the same situation as mine. And,memang boleh bikin gaduh ni WhatsApp punya timestamps. Some of you yang still don't know what does the "last seen at.. " and "online" mean exactly??. Heres the definition according to WhatsApp Team.

See, the "last seen" means the time that the contact left WhatsApp or in other words, the time they last using WhatsApp and last Whatsapping with someone!! Huh! Ini memang boleh mendatangkan marah. ROAR!!..

Yes. We had an lil fight which when I looked back, I can say, its was stupid and stupid. Duh!..But, ya..its taught me something. Taught me to not assume anything without knowing the real situation. Also, I should learn more to control my anger. Its really eats me. -_-

Still I think WhatsApp should stop these timestamps. -_-

Happy 10th Monthiversary!

Thanks God Its Friday already. 6 hours to go before I can enjoy my weekend. I really need my weekend right now. I guess I'm overly stress when I started to yelled like crazy at the public and picking a fight over small thing. Gosh! What happened to me these days. T.T

So, today me and my Foxy will celebrate our 10th monthiversary together. Weeeeeeeee!!!..  Still long journey to go.

To my foxy, thanks because sabar tahap gaban dengan perangai saya yang sometimes ridiculous and wtf. T.T . Please don't be mad at me because I  love you even more. XOXO...ngeee

Have a nice freaky friday everybody..hehe..

Hello September!

I hope its wasn't too late for me to waved hello to September. Same wishes like previous month, I hope this month will become extra good to me.

Also, I hope there will be NO MORE coming audit after the two consecutive stress week. Three audit within a month, I really had more than enough. T.T

I'm doing some 'hunting' and 'surveying' starting..eh..today?! Actually, been doing it since last month and saya rasa-rasa macam mau start stress ja. Wonder what I'm hunting and surveying for? Will blog about it later..Bagus tidak payah bagitau kalu macam tu kan..hehe..

Lately, I'm blogwalking a lot and currently I'm following blog Mia Suraya, whom been featured in Nuffnang Blogger of the month for August. I mostly enjoy reads her story about her smart and cute lil sister, Asna. I also become FourFeetNine follower. Okay. Maybe I'm a bit left behind, but hey better late than never kan..hehe..Owh. Oh ya, I hope her lil Fighter will grows up healthy and get better day by day. :)

So this is how I'm started my November and for sure there will be a lot of readings. Okaylah kan. Membaca itu jambatan ilmu..pfftt..Maybe I should starts reads more books like what Aemy Nadira been doing. Okay. Challenge accepted! This weekend will go hunting at bookstore!. Or maybe after I finished my Fifty Shades Trilogy. T.T

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Jadi jeruk dalam shelves. T.T[/caption]

I know this is boring. But thanks for reading! :p

My BFF E-Days

Thanks to myself because I'm still on leave today. At least I had time for my body to rest because of the exhausted after the 12 hour journey via bus from Tawau yesterday. The last time I traveled by bus was 2 years ago and alone. But this time is different because I had someone accompany me. So that I don't have to worried about my stuff because someone else will take care about it. All I need to do is hugs him and fall asleep in his arms. Ouch!..

I rarely attending wedding ceremony even tho I got a lot of invitation. As to date, I only managed to attend 2 wedding invitation for this year. Its not that I refuse to go, but apart from the location are far away, the date also not timing. 

During my holiday spending in Tawau, I managed to witness my best friend's engagement day. We've been friend for almost a decade now. This is my first time attending a friend's engagement. I stayed about two days at her place so that I could learn some of the preparation while I'm giving a hand in helping her make preparation for the ceremony.

According to wikipedia, an engagement  is a promise to wed, and also the period of time between a marriage proposal and a marriage—which may be lengthy or trivial. During this period, a couple is said to be betrothed, affianced, engaged to be married, or simply engaged. Future brides and grooms may be called the betrothed, a wife-to-be or husband-to-be, fiancée or fiancé, respectively  The duration of the courtship varies vastly.

The bride and groom will exchange gift during the engagement. Gift are famously known as hantaran in malay.

one of the hantaran. Cupcakes.

Simple pelamin decoration. Design by her Aunt.

Not missed the chance to take a photo with the bride-to-be.

My favorite photo taken by me. The bride-to-be looked stunning.

The engagement theme was peach. Luckily, I had my old baju kurung pahang to (almost) fit the theme as I don't have much time looking for a new one.  I had this baju kurung about 3 years ago during my college time but seldom wear it. Why not because its still in good condition.

Congrats Jee & Wan!!

I've known Jee and her fiancee quit for a long time. I know how they met and their journey. Every relationship had theirs ups and down. But my respect for them because still stick together against all odds. After dating for almost 8 years they finally decided to tie the knot and the solemnization will be held in November. Yeah!! Due to overly excited, I brought a return flight ticket a week after the engagement.

I realize that after this  there will less hanging out my best friend, Jee because she has another commitment already after this. Many of my friends are already married and even had children. I think almost all of them. Oh well! I should married as soon as possible. If not I will end up with forever alone. *sigh*

To Jee and Wan, Selamat menempuhi alam pertunangan. And good luck in planning you wedding ahead. There will be a lot prepare of course. I heard that its not good to engaged for such a long time because the engagement period is will always put emotionally challenging for the both bride and groom. But I believe in both of you.

A Letter To My Foxy

Dear Foxy,

Firstly, I would like to say sorry because didn't let know before I post this entry. I wrote this while you're already asleep. usually, I will let you read my entry before I go publish it as you always want to be my 1st reader, but I beg your exceptional for this one.

When you asked me this morning,

" Can you be my last?'

I  was a bit shocked and confused with what you're trying to say. Tetiba ja.

I didn't give you the answer right away and I do know that its really make you angry  Don't get me wrong. Its not that I don't want to answer you but I allowed myself to respond with a right words so that you will remember it till your very last breathe. :p

Back to the very first time I met you, I never thought that our destiny will be like now. To be frank,you're the one who I never dreamed that I'd falling to. Well, you're five years younger than me and its was once I make a taboo for me to date someone who younger than me. And I waved off a few before.. ( -_-').

My reason is, I want someone who mature (A must! to balancing my childish behavior), evolved and ready to take our relationship seriously . I'm also worried about what people will think about us. Hello! I'm not a cougar even I will approached my end 20's very soon. T.T

Knowing and loving you was a blessing. You never failed to showed me that,

and later all my doubts varnished away. Since I met you too, I've realized that a person doesn't have to be perfect to be exactly what we need. Thank you for patience and never give up. Thank you showering me with your endless love.  Thank you for accept me just the way I am.

I know I'm not your 1st and being someone's first love is great but to be your last is beyond perfect. So my answer is YES!!.

XOXO,

-AE-

My love for you is a journey, starting at forever, ending at never.

Excuse Me Sir, Your Malaysian Is Showing

Yo. Whut up Malaysia! It;s Merdeka baby and this is how we rock! Uhukk!

Okay. This year Astro had launched a campaign called #UrMalaysianIsShowing and #Beyond as a way to spreads positivity and hapiness to all Malaysians.

Together with the campaign, Astro also had launched a music video entitled "Excuse Me Sir, Your Malaysian Is Showing". I've seen it on Youtube and there is no reason to not love it. What I love about the video is the 'rojakness' of our language showed in that video which a significance of Malaysians who use and understood certain words, dialects and colloquial words that belong to other races such as gostan, lah, tapau , of course lah and many more.

http://youtu.be/35mJ8B2_ejQ

Its a good efforts showed by Astro to spreads positivity about Malaysian’s uniqueness and encouraging each to do something positive and remember the significance of Malaysia being an independent country. Therefore, Astro had invite everybody to participate in their #gobeyond campaign and share it on social media with the hashtag message. So, go visit Astro Beyond   and their Go Beyond Facebook Apps today for further details and lets shows how proud are you to be Malaysian.

Eh.. I haven't participate yet. Maybe later lah...ngeee..

Selamat Menyambut Kemerdekaan Yang Ke-56!

Normally, during this time, I will just stay at home and watching the National Day Parade live on TV. I'm never really got the chances to participate myself with any of the National Days events. Its not that I don't have that patriotism things, but.. hey. Panas bah tu sanaa padang. Rather than menyusahkan orang if suddenly I fainted, its better for me to just stay a home. kan? :p

So, this year punya tema sambutan kemerdekaan adalah ' Malaysiaku Berdaulat: Tanah Tumpahnya Darahku' . 

As what I've reads, this theme which focused on the nation’s unity and patriotism was picked to remind the people on the importance of uniting to defend the nation and creating awareness of love and affection for the nation.

So, together we all hayati tema Hari Merdeka tahun ini dengan 'memerdekakan" ourselves from hatred and racism.

Selamat Hari Merdeka!!

How To Make A WordPress’s Threaded Comments

I tend to changes my blog theme and layout whenever I get bored or upset with something and need something to cheer me up.( -_-') . But later, faced a few problem with the widget, plugin, bla bla bla.. and make me even more upset. (T.T)

I'm bad with troubleshooting. Whenever I find something problem in my blog, usually I will refer to Mr. Tom, my blog adviser..hehe.. So, I ask him about this - how to make a threaded comments. Maybe the question I gave him was a bit confusing, so I didn't get the output I need. Oh my. I should learn on how to create a better question after this. ( -_-')

So, the next option is Mr. Google. I've find a few blog showing the tips but when I tried it, the result turn into error. Okay. Give up. Keep googling and finally, I found this To implement threaded comments in WordPress by the idratherbewriting.com .

See, The comments before applied below instructions looked kurang memberangsangkan. Mau reply comments pun teda semangat. (T.T)



[caption id="attachment_2319" align="aligncenter" width="470"] Before[/caption]



Finally, I get what I want my comments looks like. :)



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.

So heres the step on how to Implement Threaded Comments in your Wordpress ;

1. Go to Settings > Discussion and select Enable threaded (nested) comments X levels deep. (I chose 3 levels deep only.)  ( Mr. Tom told me to do this and I did. )

2. Make sure your theme doesn’t already have threaded comments. Navigate to a post with a comment. If your theme already has threaded comments, you’ll see a Reply link next to each comment. If not, continue following the steps below.

3. Make sure you’ve upgraded to the latest version of WordPress (2.7 at least). 

4. In your header.php file, add if ( is_singular() ) wp_enqueue_script( ‘comment-reply’ ); directly before wp_head, so that it looks like this: - <?php if ( is_singular() ) wp_enqueue_script( ‘comment-reply’ ); wp_head();?>

5. Download the latest release from WordPress, unzip the file, and browse to wp-content/themes/default. Open the default theme’s comments.php file and copy the contents.

6. Remember to back up your existing theme’s comments.php file in case something goes wrong.

7. Navigate to Appearance > Editor and select Comments.php. Paste in the comments.php content you copied in step 5. Save the update.

8. Navigate to a post with comments and see if the Reply link appears next to the individual comment. If so, you implemented it correctly. 

Hopefully, after this whenever I had the same problem, I just have to refer to this. Or maybe I should stop changing my blog theme. ( -_-')

Happy Birthday Papa!

He's might not reads this entry but still I want to blog about it. Actually, we never really celebrating birthday. If we happened to celebrate, it will be celebrated in minimal where my mum will cook special for that day and of course there will be a small cake that enough for our family to celebrate. Although presents are synonym with celebration but for us its doesn't matter at all.

So, today is my dad's birthday and he's turning 55th years old. As a daughter, I wish for his good health, happiness and good life. Currently, my dad health not in very good state. Just a few days ago my mum told me that my dad had admitted to hospital. Thanks god, my dad discharged on the next day. Although sakit biasa ja, I still worried. My dad is workaholic. A very extreme level one. There will be no day-off in his life. He will also working on weekend. During my childhood,  I use to see my dad still in his home office room even its already late night. When we wake up the early morning for school, he's already woke up much earlier than us. Sometimes he even the one who will wake us.

Since one of my sister and brother are helping my dad, I hope my dad will get more time to rest now and seterusnya only stay at home goyang-goyang kaki..I don't want him to work anymore. Its time for him to rest and enjoy the life. I've a planning to bring both of my parent for a vacation. Maybe after the big day kan my foxy..heuheuheu..

For this year, me and my 3rd sister bought a watch as a present. Its feel lil awkward as we never buy or give my dad anything. But, since both of us are now working, maybe its time for us to give him something as an appreciation. I hope he will like it :)

HAPPY 55TH BIRTHDAY PAPA!

 

Tuesday Rambling

Am I just paranoid?

When suddenly people acting funny and weird toward you.

When suddenly you find out some is blocking you from their WhatsApp

When suddenly the order wasn't sound like usual.

 

Suddenly, one name and face popping in my mind. OK. Senyum.  ^___________________^

Kadang-kadang niat disalaherti. Tokok tambah sessuka hati sesedap rasa. Like I said, lesson learn. Its wasn't happen for the first time but this is the last time for sure. Don't worry. I already reset and cleared all those 'conversation'. I'm not going to be the same level as yours. So enjoy it.

I know you'll be reading my blog. This is for you and I hope nothing but the best for you. :)

The best thing about the worst time of your life is that you get to see the true colours of everyone

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Wordless Wednesday : Keep Calm & Listen To Leessang.

Le companion for next 8 hour.

And yes. I'm addicted to Leessang.

Girl Who Can't Break up, Boy Who Can't Leave

Currently I'm addicted to this song.

http://youtu.be/oRpDpqHYAzk

(Translation)

The girl who can’t say good bye
The boy that can’t leave
The two of us are no longer in love
So no no no no no no (x2)

Anywhere together in a 3000 dollar used car
Without a care in the world
Linking arms, committing memories in a photo
Understanding each other in our sleepless nights
My dreams became your future
A pair of beautiful birds chasing each other
A love I could never get enough of
A person I want to meet when reborn
But in front of this thing called time
We can’t win against our greed
Sounds of your tears alone in the bathroom
The suspicious gazes focused on me
As the days go by I think of breaking up again

The sun is hot but your heart is frozen
Whose fault is this? But I love you baby
Everything else is the same but we changed
Whose fault is this? I still love you baby

The girl who can’t say good bye
The boy that can’t leave
The two of us are no longer in love
So no no no no no no (x2)

I’m so busy that I feel guilty
I fill my wallet with money and make some time
Even though I don’t express my love
When I have dinner and watch a movie with you
I hope you might feel better but
I continue to be in debt to my thoughts
As I walk and tease you
it’s all a played out game
Love is passing,
Love and heartbreak are one and the same
Hearbreak takes love and goes away.

The sun is hot but your heart is frozen
Whose fault is this? But I love you baby
Everything else is the same but we changed
Whose fault is this? I still love you baby

The girl who can’t say good bye
The boy that can’t leave
The two of us are no longer in love
So no no no no no no (x2)

Love is passing,
Love and heartbreak are one and the same
Hearbreak takes love and goes away. (x2)

How nice would it be if love
was something that could be earned?
(It’s all a dream, holding your hand)
How nice would it be
if love was something to get by wanting it?
(It’s all a dream but I can’t escape)

The girl who can’t say good bye
The boy that can’t leave
The two of us are no longer in love
So no no no no no no (x2)

Are men caught in love done so because of weakness?
Are men starved of love not worthy of it?
Are men that keep secrets bad men?
Why is it that love changes?

Oh well. The lyrics was quite sad. It's about a couple who pretty much deeply in love but in the end had to separated. Owh ok. Klise.. Baca lirik di atas pun tau suda what this song all about kan..ngeee.. Gary ( one of the Leessang member), himself revealed that the inspiration to his song was from his previous relationship with his ex-gf for 7 years. 7 years ok!! Mau tidak terguling, tergolek dan tertonggeng-tonggeng frust gila sampai boleh buat lagu macam ni. Poor Gary. I can feel you Gary. :(

[caption id="attachment_2270" align="aligncenter" width="400"] Oh ya.. this is Gary Oppa. :)[/caption]

Ah. Sudah. There's nobody who break up or leaving who here. Nothing happen. So, there's no need for you to make any funny self-assumption here..hehe.. It's just a song. Lately, I'm kinda into Leessang songs and become a must in my daily playlist - lappy, phone, and in my car. If you happen to tumpang my car, bring along your own cds or pendrive or else you will vomit or lost sanity because I might play the same song repeatedly ...for the whole day :p

All Images credit to Google Image.

Back To Work

Masuk kerja hari ini. Not a very productive day ( setiap hari sama ja sebenarnya..hewhewhew)  since I'm still in hari raya mood. Still craving for an extra holiday. Menyesal tidak apply cuti lama-lama. Akan tetapi, Incik Firefox sure now allowed it.

" Banyak cuti lagi kita mau pakai ni."

" Ok."

haiss... -_-

Opis pun tidak se'meriah' as usual. Masih ramai lagi yang on leave. Raya sakan mereka. Tidak apa. Hujung tahun turn saya..hewhewhew..

I shall not goyang-goyang kaki at this time as there will be Audit coming next week. Tapi I'm still in lazy-lazy mood..hahaha.. Hadoi la..baru ja lepas satu audit, sekarang ada lagi. Y so many audit la. Deng!

 

 

[caption id="attachment_2251" align="aligncenter" width="420"] see.. my IN tray is full oready..Beaufort makin maju. -_-[/caption]

 

 

For those who are working today, Happy working!.. I'm still in hari raya mood, so mau berjalan pih beraya rumah orang dulu.. Daaaa!!!

Leaving On A Jet Plane

Currently, I'm at airport waiting for departure. Last minute plan actually and I'll be away  starting today till monday. yeah!!

Mixed feeling. Happy + Excited +Nervous + Scared. Hope everything will be okay. *sigh*

And yes, flight was delayed. -_-.

Selamat Hari Raya

Wishing all my relatives, friends and who are celebrating, a warm and blessed Aidilfitri, showered with love and happiness, with laughter and joy!

For those who are planned to 'balik kampung', have a safe journey. I'm going to 'balik kampung' mentua this afternoon .ngehehe..

A Letter To A Niece

Dear my lil munchkin,

Can't believe you are turning three today. In some ways it feels like it just yesterday I saw your beautiful face for the first time. How time flies so fast.

 

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Always be good to your mummy. She's struggle a lot for raising you alone. She's might not always be around you but don't feel abandon because you still have us. You still have your grandpa to be called as 'papa' and your grandma for you to call 'mama'. You also still have Bebe to share things and fight with like a sisters.

 

A Week Without My Firefox.

I'm not going to like it today either tomorrow, not even for the next five days. Still figuring out what i'm gonna do with the seven days without your presence. I shall bear in my mind that starting by today I'll be all by myself. Kena beli kari sendiri mah..cis!

Since my schumacher was on leave that mean I'll be the one who driving my ass to work. Boleh lagi ka saya driving ni ahh? -_-

There will be tidur tak lena, makan tak kenyang for a few days. Sekarang pun rasa sesak-sesak nafas sudah..hahaha..I used to go out makan and lepaking most of the time with him. Sure terasa ketiadaan. And then, how to go out pih beli barang ka apa ka without somebody accompany me. Feel awkward jalan sorang-sorang. And who's gonna see me at 4am when suddenly I fall sick or crying after a bad dream? Uwaaaaaaa... Oh my. Suddenly become a cranky kiddo...dush!

Sabar sabariah.. Be strong.Only for a week ja mah. Why become so pathetic. -_-

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Hello August

Times flies really fast and another month is here. Its the eight month of the year and feel blessed for still breathing.

There will be a lot of events coming up this month. Those who are muslims will be celebrating Hari Raya Aidilfitri in just a week from now. Personally, I can't wait for the Hari Raya to come because there will be a lot of foods during this festival. There will be a lot of open house, biskut raya, foods, foods.. and foods. ahaks! Ingat makan ja rupanya..huahuahua.. I also received more than five wedding invitation that will be held this month. I'm really sorry guys. I'm can't make it to your day as I already have other plans on these date. Urghh! Why la the all the weddings falls on Hari Raya.. *frustrated*

 

So, what are you most looking forward to this month? Apa-apa pun, let us welcome this month with a smile and have a fruitful August to all of us. Cheers!!

 

Goodbye July 2013

I got to say  that the  month of July is where I'm kinda busy rebuilt my own life. From rearrange my room structure, restructure my daily schedule and to spending every penny I have.  I may not blog every single thing that happened in my daily. Therefore, I decided to make a summary of anything  that happen for that month in single entry and blog about it at every end of the month. Macam la ada orang kisah kan...huahuahua..

So I started to record every penny I spent. Monitoring the cash flow taught me to be more wisely in spending my money. Bringing my checklist every time I go for grocery shopping was a must. Thanks to the technology today, where I don't need to bring a list-paper anymore. The only things I need is an apps in my android to list all the groceries I need to buy.

[caption id="attachment_2164" align="aligncenter" width="384"] I'm using Listonic.[/caption]

 

So I managed to fasting this year. As to date, I've been fasting for 18 days now. As for the record, I have tried fasting before but last for only 2 weeks.  Thanks to you ( you know who you are) for encourage and guide the 'new'  me. I hope I can make it to the end as I really need to lose those excess weight. hehe.. :p

[caption id="attachment_2166" align="aligncenter" width="432"] Yesterday's sungkai.[/caption]

Those are one of the little thing that happen in my life. Hope there will be a lot of good thing happen  in the future. August, Please be extra good to me!

Enjoy The Little Things In Life. For One Day You Will Look Back And Realize They Were The Big Things ~

Backstreet Boys 20th Anniversary

Boybands are quite famous back in 90's and Backstreet Boys was one of them. Today, Backstreet Boys a.k.a BSB, celebrating their 20th year anniversary. Yeah!! Nahh.. I just know about it when a colleague plays BSB's song and some of the instagrammer shared about BSB in their timeline this morning..hehe..

I was just 13 and was a big fan of BSB during my high school. Now I'm in my late 20s and still listen to their numbers. I still remember, hanging their poster on my bedroom wall, learn all the lyrics, lepaking at friend's house to watch BSB's concert and bergaduh berebutkan si belah tangah Nick Carter.huahuahua.. I even brought T-shirt with BSB's picture on it..hahaha.. Best thing is when this morning also Mix.Fm was playing BSB numbers. Gosh! Those playlist really brings back those fond memories.

 

 

 



 

If I'm not mistaken BSB will have a new album coming out by end of this month.Talking about their album, As Long As You Love Me always be my favorite song. If I Don't Have you, I'll Never Break Your Heart, Spanish Eyes and Shape Of My Heart are among their popular singles and I will never get bored of listening to them. Plus, its easily to memorize those lyric compared to nowadays song .

Congrats Backstreet Boys for the 20th Anniversary and hope to see you around for another 20 years.Cheers!

 

http://youtu.be/ynBplqio1R4

My Love Hate Relationship with Blogging

When I first had my own domain, I'm overly excited about it and commit to write more on it - at least 1 post in a day. Semangat gila ni. Kunun la.. But seems, as times go by, my excitement decreased along with the reduction of collagen in my body. Oh my!

As you can see through my archive, where the most productive month was on March with more than 20++ entry. Itu pun sebab I'm doing my blog challenge which never finished. At first ja semangat. I always need to catch-up missed challenge and there was a time where I had to finished at least 3 entry just to make sure my blog challenge still on track. But its become tiring. The focus only to make sure 'I'm still in the challenge' rather than enjoy the joyous of blogging. For the blog challenge itself, I've tried it twice, and both failed. Maybe I'm not destined to do it. or maybe I should try to quit blogging..hahaha..Oh well!

Looking for something to blog for me was a torturing..hahaha.. I'm totally respect those who had something to blog in everyday. While for me, its depends more on my mood and my grammar satisfaction on that day. I find its hard when come to choose which language I want to write with. Its surely more easily if I write in bahasa which obviously me, you and you familiar with because we use it in our daily life. I did and it wasn't easy at all. Other than find it easy, my entry sounded funny when I wrote it in bahasa. Ada unsur-unsur ayat jiwang dan penggunaan ayat yang tidak bersesuaian. pfftt!!.. But nah,nothing much different actually if I wrote in english. Its still broken and grammatical errors at (almost) everywhere. =_=

I only responsible for what I wrote, not for what you understand. Ok? I don't know if somewhere somewhat there are something that I wrote here that bugging and annoyed peoples who reads my blog. But I'm sure the possibility is only 1% because I only write what I want and what I know. Its more about myself. If you accidentally get offended by what I wrote, nahh.. simple advise, GET A LIFE, PLEASE AND STOP READ MY BLOG!! rAWRR!!.. hahaha.. People may hate you for what you've wrote moreover when they don't know the whole story. I've been bashed by anonymous on this one entry (which already deleted). Although they keep leaving harsh and insensitive comment, I still approve it to be appeared in my blog. I believe that its need a really 'big ball' to leave such a comment. Its hurt my pride, ya ( the insensitive comment not the 'big ball' part. =_=). But, at one point I'm kinda enjoy it. Hahaha..and oh ya theres one time also, someone bravely asked me to restrict my blog post content and if possible to do not post about 'my happy life' as shes afraid if my entry gonna upset someone else. erk?! Whatever la..

As you can see now, ayat saya makin berterabur sudah. Daripada saya terus merepek, better for me to sleep now.

Nite people.

Officially Closed

The blogspot is not longer exist. Finally, the old blog of mine is permanently deleted.(yay!).

Nothing much there. So, no guilty or hard feeling at all.

After this I will only blog here. Hopefully saya tambah rajin la ber-blog since I only had here untuk meluahkan perasaan. uwek! Nah.. actually, I already promised him that I will rerajinkan diri menaip di sini..Kalu tidak, di tarik elaun blog dia bilang.. uwaaaaa... kejam!!..

Oya, I change the layout also dengan harapan dapat menaikkan semangat blogging saya..pfftt!! 

RIP Cory Monteith

This morning, while scrolling my facebook's timeline, I'm shocked while read this one post. I was like what??!! At first, I was thinking maybe another stupid spreading over celebrity's fake death. But because of curiosity to know the truth, I googled about it. And the news I read just now was real and heartbreaking. Cory Monteith was found dead in a hotel room on Saturday, July 13. The cause of his death will only be heard after the autopsy.

Cory Monteith or famously known for his role as the 'heartrob' Finn Hudson on the famous hits show Glee . For those who still doesn't know, Glee is a musical-comedy TV series. It's about high school, music, singing, dancing etc. Actually, I only care for the song. There's few songs that at first not very into it changes after I heard the Glee version. One of my favorite is Your Love Is My Love. Sometimes I think Glee doing better than the original singer for certain song and still felt that Sam doing better than Justin Bieber for the Baby's version. :p

I've been their follower since the season 1. The Glee season 5 will be start real soon. Nah.. I'm not going to write panjang lebar what is Glee all about. Go google or youtube and find it by yourself.

The only thing I concern now is, what will happen to Glee after the unexpected loss of one of their lead stars. Who is going to replace Finn?! Hmm.. I'm sure gonna miss Finn Hudson. Glee will be never be the same without Finn Hudson. May you rest In Peace Cory Monteith.

don't lose track of who you are just because it might easier to be somebody else - Will Schuester

Hello Jula July!!

Today will be my rojak entry. Malas actually mau menaip, mengarang dan mengapaapa ja la. And lately, I felt like losing my track. Was lost somewhere in between or whatever it is.

So, its July already. Congrats me, you and  us sebab berjaya get thru this past 6 month. *clap!clap!clap!* A quite tough 6 month I told you. But glad I still make it ( with half life dead..urgh!)

What did I achieved for this past 6 month? Nothing! urrgghhh..

Actually, theres a few story yang saya mau share but I still don't have the urge to do it. Maybe someday.

Ok. I started to rasa boring hingga tahap mau lemas sudah. Gosh! I really need some fresh air!!!

Mistake

Mistake is an action or judgment that is misguided or wrong. Who doesn't make mistakes? Everybody does because nobody is perfect. So do I. You don't have to worry if you make mistake. Just admit and learn from it.

Easy is to judge mistakes of others. Difficult to recognize our own mistakes. Its sad when people only remember your mistake and sometimes exaggerate about it. Bash other like you never did a single mistakes before. I still believe in slow and good talk. Yell, saying harsh thing or ask for debate won't solve anything. Only generates hates.

Always put yourself in another's shoes. If you feel, it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person too. That why I  never judge people when I started to heard something bad about them. Mind your words before you say anything. If you can't say something nice, better don't say anything at all.  If you can't help it, go to twitter and tweet as much as you can. huahuahua.. I believe they have their own reason why they've become like that. We might know their name but not their stories.

But its okay.I'll forgive you.

Let me kill you in my dream.. Nite.
 

Reason

Some said,

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON

 But sometimes the reason is that you're stupid and you make bad decisions.

Whatever the reason is,

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, Show life you've got a thousand reasons to smile. :)

Still, Music is best way to express how I feel.

Enjoy The Reason by Hoobastank.
http://youtu.be/fV4DiAyExN0

"The Reason"

I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you

Hard May. Maybe.

Hard week, I just lost my external hard disk. Actually, its been stolen by mr.who.I.dunno. ( eventho I wish hard that I've misplace it somewhere or maybe someone borrowed it and will return to me soon.But it never be). I use to leave my stuff on my desk and  even purse inside drawer during break hour. 1 jam ja mah. Takan mau angkut semua barang. Fortunately, only the hard disk been taken away because I do leave my laptop on my desk. Just beside the HD. Nasib la kan. Glad that I didn't keep any picture or anything that didn't classified as U rate in there. But rasa ralat juga la. I lost all my Running Man collection and Korean Movies which I collect for years.

 

 

Some lesson to be learned. Don't simply put your stuff everywhere.

WHAT OPRAH WINFREY HAD TO SAY ABOUT MEN

HEAR WHAT OPRAH WINFREY HAD TO SAY ABOUT MEN :

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who have a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are. Even if he has has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending... Compromise is two way street. You need time to heal between relationships. There is nothing cute about baggage... Deal with your issues before pursuing a new
relationship. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you. A relationship consists of two WHOLE
individuals. Look for someone complimentary...
not supplementary.

Dating is fun... Even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes... When a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him ~ he takes it for granted. Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Scared of being alone is what makes a lot of women stay in relationships that are abusive or hurtful: Dr. Phil says... You should know that: You're the best thing that could ever happen to anyone and if a man mistreats you, he'll miss out on a good thing. If he was attracted to you in the 1st place, just know that he's not the only one. They're all watching you, so you have a lot of choices. Make the right one. Ladies take care of your own hearts..❤

Source : Facebook.

Happy 1st Year Anniversary!

Omaigad!

I almost forgot that my blog turn 1 years old on this month. I still remember the very 1st time I had my own domain. I can barely sleep and too excited until can't write anything on this blog. Too much idea came cross until don't know which one to be serve 1st. oya, to TOM , I'm very blessed to have such a helpful friend like you. Tom was the one who help in to get my own domain and setup my blog. I use to refer to him when there's something error in my blog. Even some said  Wordpress is much easier to handle than Blogspot because you just plugin here and there, but still there's a few things that make me confused. Nasib la ada si Tom.  Thank you very much, Tom. :)

I'm still writing in my old blog and currently I'm active on that blog. But,after this I hope to write regularly in here sebab yang ini blog berbayar..heuheuheu...

“My blog is a collection of answers people don’t want to hear to questions they didn’t ask.”
― Sebastyne Young

TeamWork

I don't know how but the word of teamwork has losing its meaning on these day. Am not going to point finger at anyone else like what peoples nowadays used to be. Maybe not today. The disappointment of failure teamwork and not to mention the lack communication among teams had the whole of me. Angry and pointing finger doesn't solve anything and I don't feel like to defense myself either. I don't know why but I just don't feel like want to.

 

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Just let by gone be by gone.

Gwiyomi

Hilang stress tengok video ni.




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtAjjYwwopU

 

 

New Hope.

Oh April. I love you so much!!

Finally, I can breathe easy. A big relief indeed!.  There's so many reason why I love this month. Other than its my month of birth, a lot of good thing happen to me this past few days.

I'm glad that after a long await, finally I'm able to get my job confirmation. yay!

Hope everything was going well as planned. I started to believe. Started all over again.




 

Friday Quotes

images credit to Juxtapost.

Test-test baju and seluar.

Omaigad! Saya dah tidak kurus!

Frust.

Control Anger, Before Its Control You!

Anger is some kind of human emotion and its normal to be angry. But yet, when it gets out of control, it can lead to lots of problem such as problems at works, in personal relationship, your state of mind and your life.  Nahhh.. I most probably had this anger over controlled me now.I easily get mad even at small thing. cth: lambat angkat phone call. I'm surely sudah makin hamun. Ok. Bad for health and skins. I might get wrinkles before its time. Duh!

When you angry, when your blood pressure up and adrenaline and segala macam hormones naik,all you  want to do is to express your angry. Lantak la mau express macamana sekali pun. Janji terlepas segala amarah. Selalunya macam tu la saya buat. But, one thing I didn't realize I already hurt those people yang saya marah. Sorry dear. *sad*. I promised myself zillion times to control my anger, but fail each time. Sorry. I'm just human, of flesh and blood I made. And I made mistake. =_=

This anger management should be taken seriously from now on. I afraid saya akan jadi gila sendiri because of this uncontrolled-anger. Time marah-marah pun nampak sudah macam orang gila. Adeh.

I've make this deal with my bf. Ya. Just slapped me every time he catches me angry and kasih patah-patah pembaris. After that kiss to calm me. huahuahua..Eh. Not a good idea.

While browsing the internet about anger management, I found this. Technique to control anger! Might useful for someone like me who had problem with anger. Should practice these starting today. Gosh! I don't believe that I rely on those thing these day. Sign of aging. =_=

Anyway.. Happy working everybody.

Wordless Wednesday

Inside the train from Beaufort heading to Tenom. This lil girl tryin to take a nap.

Hello My Fave Month, April!

Oh my.

It's April already.

Time flies so fast.

Felt like time go faster as I get old. =_=

And, I haven't finish my photo blog challenge yet. ngee...

Hope there will be a lot of good things happen in this month.

Amen.

Love Is..

Credit to Zimbo.

Day 15. Timeline Of Your Day

Wake up as early as 5am. So early kan. 

I've gained so much weight since I'm came here and I need to burn those fatty. Jogging is just perfect for someone like me who hate to workout. 

Taking a shower. 

Having Nestum for Breakfast!

Morning briefing.

Weekdays, 8am to 5.15pm. Works sucks, I know...heuheuheu..

Lepas kerja, normally I will stay at home and hadap laptop sampai pengsan.

My daily routine quite borink kan??