Don't Drink & Drive

Can't help but to share this touching stories.

I was walking around in a Big Bazar store making shopping, when I saw a Cashier talking to a boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old..

The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll. Then the little boy turned to me and asked: ''Uncle, are
you sure I don't have enough money?'' I counted his cash and replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy the doll, my dear.'' The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so
much . I wanted to Gift her for her BIRTHDAY. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My Sister has gone to be with God.. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister...''

My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I
come back from the mall.' Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so my sister won't forget me.' 'I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.' Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly..

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?'' 'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his with out him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough
for the doll and even some spare money. The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!' Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give It to my sister. He heard me!'' 'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose. My mommy loves white roses.'

I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.. I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever...

The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.

Moral of the story:

1. Please DO NOT DRINK & DRIVE.
2. The value of a man or woman resides in what he or she gives, not in what they are capable of receiving.

31 Days Blog Challenge

For the March Blog Challenge. Haven't do this in such a long time and I just can't wait for March to come. Yippie :)

Be Happier : Think Positively

Being positive is not a gift. It needs to be practices.

Wake up this morning with trillions questions and doubt in my mind which is lead to unhappy day to started with. Ok.Biasa sudah. Ok.I know. Need to change that.

Not even my thought was negative so do the action. Too much disappointing thing happened recently. The more I want to fix the situation the more it get worst. The more I tried to jaga hati orang, the more orang tu  macam sial. Bagus jaga hati sendiri dulu. We can't really please everyone and they may not be happy with us 100%.

So enough with the negative thought that I might be too harsh toward them or think that life has been unfair to me or so whatever. I've  been slapped by this one articles when reads this book this morning. And ya, bought this book about a year ago but I haven't finished it yet. :p

Some scientist believe that each thought we have can create a positive or negative cycle. When you think positive, optimistic, and joyous thoughts, you convince your brain that things are going well and that leads to more happy, positive thoughts. When you think negatively, get down on yourself, or let anxiety take over, you can end up convincing yourself that the world is a sad, lonely place and then you focus on the bad things that happen and miss the good ones.

If the negative thought comes into your mind, don't be harsh on yourself. Instead, just move forward and replace that negative thought with a happy one. As long as you strive to think positively most of the time, you'll see the happiness in your life increase. If you find that you have a hard time dispelling negative thoughts or behaviors, consider speaking with a therapist who can help you learn some coping mechanisms and/or work through issues from your past that might be holding you back in moving forward. - BEST YOU EVER 365 WAYS TO BE..

At the end of the reading, I realize that I waste so much time worrying and fixing over those silly thing until I forget I still have people who love me and believe me for who I am. Tired of deal with peoples who obviously can't accept the reality but make things more difficult. Messing with my life, my family and peoples around me. Thank god because they are always with me. I don't know what in those people's mind and I don't want to know either. Do la whatever you want to.

For one person ( you know who you are) I can't really thank you enough. Thank you for always there even at my worst, holds my hand (like what you did just now) when I down and for always remind me to be more positive,don't be rude to my mum and for always telling me that everything will be okay. Thank you for making me a better person. Love you more :) *

Blogspot Vs Wordpress

Datang balik gila saya tukar-tukar theme and layout. Tukar-tukar sampai pening kepala sendiri. Adeh.

Oya, for those who doesn't know, saya ada dua blog (tamak kan saya). 1 under blogger iaitu this blog (ngeee..) and another one is using my own domain.yeah!.. Lagi 2 bulan genap la setahun blog tersebut. Sebenarnya saya sendiri pun tidak faham sangat, but the dotcom punya blog menggunakan modus operandi wordpress. ayat.hahaha...

Ramai orang cakap using wordpress is much easier than blogger. Sebab?. Wordpress just plugin itu ini ja. While blogger lebih banyak play with html ( apa ni??) CSS (..argghh..lagi la tidak tau). Selalunya I just download which theme yang saya suka then upload. Pas tu blur-blur macamna mau tukar font la apa la..ngeee..

ini theme terbaru saya.

I've been using the previous theme quite a while. Tetiba rasa mau benda yang baru dan lain daripada yang lain.Kunun la. Benda baru but still using the same concept except for the colour.Apa la. Tiada pembaharuan langsung!..

Y U No..eh..?

I've been blame for thing I never said. For thing I never did.

Telling me to shut myself for doing and write what I loved. 

Its my life..

& my blog.

This is who I am

& how I live.

and please do live with that. 

& if you still give a damn about what been written here..

And what I've been doing all these time

Hell' ya.

I just don't give a damn.

 

 

*Entry yang sngat la tak matang. Pfftttt!!*

150 Juta

Still preferred the original version by the original singer for this song, Fynn Jamal.

http://youtu.be/bbv3CF7ovvs

When Ainan Tasneem make a new version for this song,peoples are simply bash her for stolen Fynn's song. Pity her. Hope after Fynn Jamal gave her explanation ( explanation yang simple but cool!) bout this issue and why Ainan had the right to sing this song, people will stop comparing Ainan with her. And o ya, thou I am not Ainan' s fan, but I don't think that what Ainan doing is wrong. Moreover, her MV also cute mah. 

http://youtu.be/oE6bxM_jvs8



MV credit to putrazaif.

“Sayang mungkin baran tak kira masa”
“Tapi sayang tahan kalau yang salah saya”
“Sayang mungkin saja keras kepala”
“Tapi sayang manja bila kita berdua”
“Saya kenal sayang saya” - 150 Juta Fynn Jamal

My 100 Truth!

Decide to do this after read Lilies.John's entry this morning. Sound fun!..

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage:

~ Breakfast this morning : Milo suam

2. last phone call:

~ Yesterday. After 7 missed called. huahuahua

3. last text message:

~ To my gendut tellin him that I am gonna go home and tido.

4. last song you listened to:

~ Just now, A Thousand Years - Christina Perri.
5. last time you cried:

~ Last 2 weeks.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice:

~ Ya. & its doesn't ended well.
7. been cheated on:

~ Ya. &  I hate it. T.T
8. kissed someone & regretted it:

~ Ya..huahuahua
9. lost someone special:

~ Nope
10. been depressed:

~ Sometimes
11. been drunk and threw up:

~Never
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12.  Blue
13.  White
14. Pink.. (maybe..)

Edisi Sharing is Caring

Someone shared with me these last night. And I was like..erk..ok. Perasan.huahuahua..

 



 



 

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Have a blast Weekend. :)

Pilihan anda di tangan saya?? No la!

Life is full of choices. Tough. Difficult. Full of risks.Chances and changes. Kadang-kadang rasa rimas. Bimbang jika salah membuat pilihan. Pilihan yang akan menentukan jatuh bangunnya kita.. Pilihan yang bakal membuatkan selekeh dan kemasnya diri anda. Tetiba..hewhewhew

Macam dalam exam. I prefer the subjective question compare to the multiple choice punya question. Sebab? Saya tidak suka membuat pilihan. I am sucks at making decision. Lebih suka orang lain buat keputusan untuk saya. Sebab? Kalau pilihan tadi memberi impak maksima yang tidak baik, tidak la saya rasa bersalah yang amat dan saya boleh je turn all the blame to orang yang buat keputusan tadi.Kejam kan??..hewhewhew.

Life is easy if you know what you want. Honestly, walaupun umur dah late 20s, I still don't know what I want. Rasanya lebih mudah untuk bagi jawapan time adik saya tanya mahu pilih course apa time apply UPU atau amik maktab or masuk matrikulasi or mau pigi or x temuduga SPA ni (cuz he was in Penang at that time while the interview will be held at our hometown). Penat jadi akak sulung ni. I've become their 2nd parent when come to something yang dorang tidak sure or when the needed of others opinion. Rasa terbeban? Tidak juga la. Saya kan akak yang baik.( ini bukan perasan. ini betul ok..ngee).Kadang-kadang rasa, " wahh ada function juga plak saya ni" , bila mana ada benda yang adik-adik saya let me be the first person to know. Pun begitu, saya tidak paksa dorang untuk terima bulat-bulat apa saya cakap. I give them all the consequences and shared what I know for any choices given  and its up to them to choose which one. I've been at their age and I want them to choose wisely tanpa di pengaruhi oleh siapa-siapa. Biar dorang belajar untuk lebih bertanggungjawab with their own life. Some said, Listen to your elders advice not because there always right.. but because they have more experiences of being wrong. So adik-adik sia, If you are happened to read this, do listen to our parent or the elders. Bukan mahu mengongkong, they just don't want you to do stupid mistakes.

And me??...Dulu, I always follow kepala hotak saya ja. And rasa whatever I do was always right. Kadang-kadang dengar juga pendapat orang lain. Itu pun dengar yang saya mahu dengar ja la..hewhewhew..But bila umur sudah meningkat ni, think wisely is a must.Ada benda yang sebelum ni rasa taboo untuk didiskusi bersama parents, but  now I've become more open about it. I don't wish to live in regret but at the same time I don't want peoples around me to get hurt. So, let us think wisely and buat la pilihan dengan bijak. Eseymen. 

Sore Throat

The sore throat is still there. It's been 10 days now. Abis suda 1 botol ubat batuk saya makan, but the kahak is still there. And yesterday, I went to a high-recommended clinic by a friend here in Beaufort.

So the Doc gave me this. I guess tepu suda tu kahak dalam tekak saya..huahuahua

Let see how effective this medicine works on me. *sigh*

Some Info about sore throat & flu.

Source

Craving for idea. So I blogwalking and following. teehee..

Private or.. How?

Blogging suddenly become less interesting these day.Kinda frustrating because blogging used to be my favorite thing to do.

But, when my entries suddenly become someone else's agenda and proudly saying and bash me like they know everything about me based on what I've post in my blog. For real??  Apparently, you don't know anything about me and I am not that stupid to revealed every single thing to public. *sigh*

Now I am thinking to make this blog a private

 

100 Days..& counting

Thank you..

For being my boyfriend & best friend at the same time.

And being like pacik-pacik sometimes :p

I know I didn't talk much about this, but I love all the thing you do.. and I love you.

Finally, sampai juga hari yang ke-100 &  hope to celebrate the another next 100 days with you.

Happy 100 days anniversary sayang sia :)

http://youtu.be/ya3b7_1Kz8Q

..still counting.

Extrovert Vs Introvert

 

 



 

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